1 Syawal kini tiba lagi, but not the same as previous Syawal. This year, for the 1st time ever, i celebrate raya tanpa kehadiran seorang insan bernama BAPA.
Last night, i could not sleep. I was 24 hours awake, baik jua ada eLyZa dgn bejaga .. (thx sis!). Normally, malam raya, selalunya menerika baju my father untuk pagi raya.... iatah tekanang lst night! Begambar pun nda ada mood just now ... kan mengampai tah saja ... so tired and sleepy!
After solat subuh, ready utk jalan ke masjid. Mendengar suara takbir bergema, sayu rasa di hati, can't control my tears. Just after solat sunnat, berziarah with mama (membari rawan hati jua) hanya air mata di pagi raya. Can't stop jua air mata ani mengalir the moment when MAMA hug me ...
Then we went to tanah perkuburan menziarahi pusara Bapa. Can't believe it, time runs so fast ... almost 9 months Bapa meninggalkan kami ... but i still can feel he is around!
Gambar Hari Raya 2007 with BAPA & MAMA
Hanya doa yang mengiringi, - Semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat kepada BAPA, aminnnnnnnnnnnn
Al-Fatihah
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